Understanding Adamas

Dr. Claudio C. Araujo M.D., F.F.Hom. (Lon.) et al.

Something caused a dark cloud to descend over patient Adamas. The world was clear and is no longer. This is how the patient Adamas perceives the reality around him. This cloud must probably be related to the lack, the frustration, the failure of his purpose in life. This cloud is also associated with irritability and bad temper. The barrier lifted and affection for her children returned. And now everything is clearer, decisions etc. Things are now "ideal" and "perfect". What caused the barrier/cloud to descend on her? The focus has returned. 

But what took her focus away? And before, what was there? 

What is the cloud? Weren't they before? How were they? 

The patient Adamas has these positive and euphoric sensations when she is free of her family, her children, her social responsibility. But before that, that freedom, did she feel bad? Would she feel this way about not being free? Do Adamas women yearn for freedom? And when you get it, do you feel strong, superior and capable? And the price to be paid for freedom? 

And her relationship with the world? Impure, dirty, in destruction... 

Dream: My two best friends were in the dream. Uma had her hair shaved off and then crocus began to grow and bloom all over her head. I thought it was beautiful, but my friend was afraid the flowers would hurt her brain. The other friend had gardening tongs and she took them out one by one. She was not injured, flowers came off easily, bulbs, roots, etc. I decided to plant them in my garden. 

“Crocus is one of those plants that is overlooked by the home gardener far too often, and that is truly a shame. The bulbs (or corms in some cases) are cheap, readily available, and easy to grow, and varieties include both fall and spring bloomers. These are plants that will perform admirably and provide vivid colors in the very seasons in which color is difficult to achieve. Due to their smaller stature, Crocus are more effective planted in drifts rather than just a plant or two here and there, so do go the extra mile and get as many as you can afford, regardless of whether you choose autumn or spring blooming varieties. All Crocus varieties are tough, hardy little plants, but they hate wet feet, so do provide a site with good drainage for best results”. 

Dream: that I was with J. Sherr while he was picking an egg for his mother. He chose the most beautiful one. Best, beautifully decorated (like a Fabergé egg) and asked me to bring it to her. I looked for her mother, but I found the Mother of the entire Universe. 

I dreamed that I was with a friend and had been paid to watch a movie that I couldn't understand. I was brought two ships with elephants in them by a man who had a transparent blue elephant which was much more inviting. He was in an elaborate costume, with a green mask. I sat on his crossed legs (in his lap), looking at his forehead bathed in universal love. I was like a plump baby, but where he placed his hands around my abdomen, I realized I was fat there. He smiled and told me it was fine (the belly) for a young Buddha. 

Our hypothesis is that Adamas is a person who leaves the trivial/everyday issues of life (family, children, daily work, weekend friends) and engages in a different project from those that most people have. to do. They dedicate themselves to social works, take care of refugee hospitals, run NGOs, plant trees in deforested areas, dedicate their lives to herculean projects. They have this impression: that of possessing an immense, inexhaustible force, the feminine force, the force of the night, of the Receptive, of the maternal. They probably won't be people dedicated to building buildings (unless it's to house refugees) but as it appears in several dreams, they are works to welcome mutilated children, sick people, people who need care. For example, the head of an emergency hospital who dedicates his life to helping the poor in his area, or the nun who leaves for a desolate, war-torn region and creates an emergency system for children; people who propose to undertake immense works aimed at mutilated, needy and helpless people. For the patient Adamas, there is no moment of his own, a private life, his life will be dedicated to others. Sexual symptoms are always full of obstacles. 

“I dreamed of a football player that I really like. He kissed my legs. We would walk down the street and I would tell him how sorry I was that we missed the World Cup. We passed very nice restaurants and there were advertisements for boys for sale. The boys were deformed and had somehow been badly treated.” 

“…six of us entered this room which was full of dead meat, carcasses and smelled of a terrible odor. We were there to have sex, but it smelled too bad…” 

The Adamas patient´s choices will always be turned to the collective, to the people who need it. In this dream below, he speaks of his criticism of others, who are not as attentive as he is and who will not appreciate his concerns: 

A day at the beach, looking after my grandchildren, while most of the men were out fishing. At the end of the day I went back to check that nothing had been left on the beach while everyone else went back to their cars. I was angry when I found out that my husband had forgotten his stuff and I worried that I wouldn't find my way back. I was quite irritated with the men when I got back. There is also this feeling present: that while irresponsible men are having fun, she is caring and checking if nothing has been forgotten. And she still runs the risk of being forgotten and abandoned. 

Will she be “left behind” because she feels worthless or because she perceives herself to be ugly or because she doesn't know how to do anything in life? What remains for Adamas is to care. Take care of everyone who is indirectly connected to your life. With regard to his choices in life, this next dream tells us how they might turn out to be, what we will find in an Adamas patient: 

“I had a dream: I had the chance to travel on one of two trains. One was full of my friends and the other was just an old lady who was my teacher at school. I really wanted to be with her and managed to travel on the train where she was… 

Adamas will dedicate his life to protecting others, to protecting deformed children who have been abused: 

Dream: We were at school raising funds for charity. I realize that anything is possible if you put your focus on it. 

I dreamed that I was at the bank and shopping. And I gave it all to others. 

Does she see herself as a young Buddha or is she a young Buddha? If she is indeed, why would she get sick? What difficulties, obstacles, pains would affect and make her sick? If she imagines herself to be a caring, spiritual person and tries to act like beelieves she is, who is she really? How the others saw her? 

What do you think of her? 

If everything is an illusion of perfection, it's just a superego that took on this story of fighting for sick children, why did she do that? 

When did she do this? 

From what kind of experience did she develop this superego? 

When, at what point in her life did she developed this Ego notion of herself?

 It is difficult to distinguish the fake Buddha from the real one. Both must be Adamas: incomplete, conflicted Buddhas, who must be able to change/correct their perspectives based on the use of the correct homeopathic medication. Why did she choose this path of elevation, love for others, caring for the underprivileged, abandoning her family, husband and children (or not having them at all) in this process of spiritualization? 

She certainly considers everyday life and family models as something to be left behind, abandoned. And she travels on that spiritual path. Why? To improve as a human being, in an immense effort to stop being the incapable and bad person she imagines herself to be. The world is dirty, impure and she, also dirty and impure, has to get rid of this internal dirt by vomiting. Caring for others, broken? Does she wants the sparkle and the purity of the diamond? Is she connected to power, wealth? Should there be a patient Adamas who asserts distance between herself and others? She has delusions of wealth... How does she feel, how does she perceive, what does she see around her? 

...after taking the medicine, again I was startled by the sparkling...before taking it, it felt like I was surrounded by darkness and dirt. ... I need air – fresh, cold, clean. I feel stuffed inside. This feeling is related to the feeling of food being dirty. Everything seemed to be complemented by everything else: balance and harmony, order and form in the universe. I used energy creatively, found order. Balance and Harmony are the result of Universal Law. Where there is the presence of Universal Law, there is Order, form, balance, the Cosmos. 

Adamas goes to seek in the Universal Law that he misses so much, now reflected in Nature, in the feminine force. The mutilated children are the dis-harmony, the absence of the Law. And she watches them helplessly. There's nothing she can do and they aren't his responsibility anymore. Most dreams about children speak of the same thing: the children are not her children, they are sick and it is not her direct responsibility to take care of the mutilated babies, other people take over this work. As much as it bothers her. And living in this disharmony is too difficult. A depressing life with no way out. She will not be stimulated to work, to have children and a family. How can anyone live happily with the feeling that they are surrounded, inside and out, by filth, darkness, mutilation and abuse? How can anyone live with the poor impression that patient Adamas has of herself? She is dirty inside, ugly, the world is dirty outside, muddy. Adamas must live in this conflict between wanting to help, having compassion for the mutilated children and the feeling that she can't do anything, it's none of her business. Far away, from another world - from Eden - she sees the state of destruction of this world and resents not being here anymore, not being able to help. Spiritual life can be an attempt to compensate for her suffering. Go to the mountains, isolate yourself, lead a monastic, spiritual life, closer to the Spiritual Laws and those of Nature, far from the madness of the world. Becoming a Buddha, having a guru to follow, someone with a precious stone in the 3rd Eye, is perhaps the only way out to make this world more bearable.

Taking care of nature, planting a garden, living outdoors, with plenty of air, space, harmony around you. But always with the awareness that she failed to do something, although she is now in a more perfect world, she still left something that she should have done behind. Some issues would be important in Adamas' life strategy: 

1.Have a life connected to nature, to the countryside.

 2. Love for beauty, for the Arts, for jewelry. For things that mean value, aesthetics, brightness, perfection, admiration, etc. Anything that makes you escape the initial impression that this world is dirty and lawless. 

3. Lead an orderly, exemplary life, linked to spiritual laws. Not being able to fail the next one. Concerned with Cosmic Laws. An organized life, accounts up to date, a profession with responsibility, success.

4. Be a Dependent/Independent person. To be independent of her husband's earnings, but to be dependent on her earnings. 

5. They must take care of nature, the land, the site, the farm and the fruits of nature, which are children. But since the world is dirty, the children around you will be sick. 

Adamas should not be a direct caregiver (nurse, doctor) but a relative concerned about the health of his family. Children have a high probability of being dyslexic. Difficulties with speech, walking, eating. They must have poor appetite, develop late, vomit their food easily. They must be afraid of masks, witches, the dark, they must have that constipation of children who hold their feces inside them. So they don't see what comes out of the inside of the body. They must be obedient people later on. They will have learning difficulties. Linked to jewelry, beauty, vain children.

Orange colored clothes are those of Tibetan monks. An independent person, alone, unmarried, without children,Hypochondriac, always taking care of health, visiting doctors. Cleaning mania, her house is tidy, bills paid, everything on time. Her conscience sometimes reminds her that she should take care of the people close to her a little more, she even moves in that direction, but soon closes down, turns back to herself. Her house is the best place to live. Others just want to take her time, comfort and privacy. She likes plants, nature, but prefers to stay indoors. Horror of living with people, she loves her doctors. She is miserly with herself, with her availability.